I know that I have been a butt head. I also know that I do not
contribute anything to this newsgroup, other than name calling and
trashing other people. I don't quite know why. It may be because I am
very ashamed and humiliated that my wife left me. Perhaps this causes
me to lash out at others for no particular reason. I am seeking help
for this at alt.divorce. They are not much help, though, because I've
managed to make a lot of them mad at me also. The reason I lash out to
others may also be that I am frustrated at being a construction worker.
I tried to tell others here that I was an engineer and had a major role
in the development of Hartsfield International Airport, but was soon
called to the mat and couldn't back that up, as usual. In reality, I
think that the main reason I call people names like the fifth grade
school bully, is the same reason that he did. That is, because I feel
inferior to others, I think it makes me look like a strong virile man,
when in fact, I'm not.
It's just that I can't debate anything that I have no knowledge of, so
I just call the poster a name or two, and that starts a conversation.
Then I'm not bitter and lonely anymore.